[Verse 1]
God played a joke on my vanity;
He granted me a seat at this predictable game
It goes: You talk me into your fantasy
Then candidly evict me just as quick as I came
So is it me?
Is it the human condition?
These boys, they’ve been pushing my limits
And I agree
That I'm a special edition
But they’re underprepared & overcommitted when…
[Chorus]
They say
My very presence is a new fascination to them—
But give it one day
And any second they will lose fascination again
The story of my life is to play this part;
It wouldn’t hurt me if they only fell half as hard
Be that as it may
I learn my lessons, & you won’t see me hanging my head
For what I haven’t found yet
[Verse 2]
I mean, showtime will bring out the best of me;
Impressions leave you reeling at the sound of my name
But like, you never wanted the rest of me;
Your bended knee turned into a cold shoulder in days
I'm novelty—
There must be something intrinsic
That gets them high in less than a minute
And I'm a queen
Yeah, I'm a special edition
So I don’t know why they get suddenly distant, but…
[Chorus]
They say
My very presence is a new fascination to them—
But give it one day
And any second they will lose fascination again
The story of my life is to play this part;
It wouldn’t hurt me if they only fell half as hard
Be that as it may
I learn my lessons, & you won’t see me hanging my head
For what I haven’t found yet
[Bridge]
So is it me?
Is it the human condition?
These boys wanna make me their missus
But that’s a dream
Yeah, that’s a beautiful fiction, 'cause
They use me up & tear me down when they’re finished & then..
[Chorus]
They say
My very presence is a new fascination to them—
But give it one day
And any second they will lose fascination again
The story of my life is to play this part;
It wouldn’t hurt me if they only fell half as hard
Be that as it may
I learn my lessons, & you won’t see me hanging my head
For what I haven’t found yet
[Outro]
These boys, they’ve been pushing my limits
They’re so underprepared & overcommitted as they say…
Oh, tell me what you have to say
What could you possibly say?