Put the Knife Away

[Chorus]
I can feel my life just slipping away
Losing my mind, wanna die today
Too much shit from yesterday
Now I can't seem to put the knife away
I can feel my life just slipping away
Losing my mind, wanna die today
Too much shit from yesterday
Now I can't seem to put the knife away

[Verse 1]
I'm losing my mind, I'm suicidal again
Praying with the knife and a bottle of gin
And I'm liable to sin
If I don't sleep in the darkness
Self inflicted cuts, I'm heartless
I kinda wonder how the kids will be
But daddy's been living in misery
I'm one step closer to the edge
Told you something's wrong with my fucking head
Don't go outside, just stay in bed
Drinking, smoking cigarettes instead
I dream about a life ain't meant to bе
And it seems like ain't nothing matter shit to me
Mе and you got a lot of history
But you don't feel nothing when you're kissing me
I'm sitting here cutting right through my skin
'Cause now you got me thinking about death again
Bitch

[Chorus]
I can feel my life just slipping away
Losing my mind, wanna die today
Too much shit from yesterday
Now I can't seem to put the knife away
I can feel my life just slipping away
Losing my mind, wanna die today
Too much shit from yesterday
Now I can't seem to put the knife away

[Verse 2]
I can feel my life just slipping, tripping
Grabbing the gun up the shelf and pop the clip in
Never been a day in my life with no pain
That's why I wait for the pipe and cocaine
Can't stand to be alone
Sitting, waiting by the phone
When the call don't come
Want to punt myself
It looks like I really fucked myself
Life on the road ain't easy
When you got a baby at home
And a breezy
My little girls don't know me no more
'Cause my baby momma scared, won't answer the door
Had too much pride to keep knocking
Time to [?] put this shit up to my dome
And start popping
Sick and tired of living life without hope
Consider this my motherfucking suicide note

[Chorus]
I can feel my life just slipping away
Losing my mind, wanna die today
Too much shit from yesterday
Now I can't seem to put the knife away
I can feel my life just slipping away
Losing my mind, wanna die today
Too much shit from yesterday
Now I can't seem to put the knife away

[Outro]
Got a razor blade
Load that .9
It's that time
Suicide
Got a razor blade
Load that .9
It's that time
Suicide
Load that .9
Suicide
(And it seems like ain't nothing matter shit to me)
Load that .9
Suicide
(And it seems like ain't nothing matter shit to me)
*gunshot*