Put Me Back Together

[Verse]
I'm counting down, (yeah) I'm rounding up
'Time I'm done pastoring can't come soon enough (yeah)
My body bruised, marriage on fumes but
I think I'll carry on until this bride meets the groom (yeah)
My momma gone but I still feel her love
The tears come from heaviness that's when you feel the drugs
Tap into that dopamine you back up when you supposed to be
My heart skipped twice I had to back up when he spoke to me (yeah)
I'm counting down, I'm rounding up
Seen him empty out the clip and so I'm praying when I duck
And my prayer life is flux, I'm distant from the secret placе
I know my inspiration, gotta tap into that deeper place
Sometimе I look at stages like I missed my opportunity
I ain't play it political, it never really suited me but
I'm counting down and I'm rounding up
The blessings keep on overflow is spilling from my cup
I used to tell you 'bout your sin until I learned to face mine
I learned to see the difference from the gossip and the grapevine
Moved on from moments into seasons ​'cause it takes time
And now I speak in tongues with these bass lines
And yeah I know this language ain't enough to say the words I really needed to
And ain't all this bull**** it's the love I can't keep from you
From now [?] hits you different now I got you locked for season 2
And you are now rocking with the [?] we turn these dreams into
I need to feel something it was you who made my senses
You who raised my fences, it was you who gave these riches
You who saved my marriage when I was grieving on my moms
When I heard that news that left me breathing on the phone
And I was gone, all the time I felt like gemini
I saw the other side rising up, the same stimuli
Grateful that these scriptures ain't just poetry, the lines fell on pleasant places
Fore' you know the healing you gone have to feel your desperation
(yeah) See there's design in this chaos
And we invoke the ghost of resurrection in this seance
Pimp playas, true astronomic at the target range
Proof you been in battle only show(s) up when the armor stained
So don't you tell me this is wasted, don't you tell me about most cases
Don't you put me round those races, I'ma show you how I make it
No matter how it punish me, no matter if you publish me
You never gone be done with me so start the count at one
Connected when I swung, how I'm teaching good news
When they put that spectrum on my son
My mom raised me exceptional, y'all want me to apologize
If y'all ain't gone affirm it then I'll look into my father's eyes

[Outro]
And I'm here today to tell you that I'm brokenhearted, I'm in pieces. But the next steps that I take when God begins to put me back together again, I feel like the devil's gonna be [?] scared...
Because what she put in me, Imma let the world know about it