Put Dat on My Life

[Verse 1: Reconcile]
This is for my dogs out there in the struggle
For my partner here
Everybody out there holding on, hold on
C, I ain't too proud to ask you to pray for me
Know what I'm saying, I've been going through no what I'm saying
How about you?

He ain't gone never raise that child, ain't no sense to track him down
But it's gon be ok
I'll put dat on my life
She gon make u sign dem papers try her all to make you stay
But it's gon be alright
I put dat on my life

Ok, might never catch a break check it, check it, till ya die
But it's gon be ok
I'll put dat on my life
Cause Jesus be enough to keep us here thru the night and it gon be alright and I put dat, I put dat, I put dat, on my life
Tryin to keep on, keep on...
It get harder to praise
Just looking in your eyes n tell dat u a runaway
Tell dat u holdin on to pain
Holding on something
Hold, holding on to that anger
Left me on holdin onto to nuthin
Can it be my fault dat it's like this?
Can't lie that I blame u for my misfits
Lift your hands all over my life
What's the point in all dis here?
I've been breaking down thinking how I'm gon make it out
I'm been down here on my knees tryin to pray it out
It seems like everything that I'm working for is fallen part
I can't take it, I can't shake it, I don't know where to start
Each day be getting harder n I'm most stressed n broke
Every problem after problem, tell me how do I cope?
I remember hatin Trina, people lost it all
They say took to see God but they was praisn' thru it all (givinn it to God!)
So what I be on?
I want to trust ya, I need ya love to keep me strong
You said that goal and path is what you going through
Ain't like we bought mo, look at what we been through
That's him dude, cause I ain't really need for nuthin
I know that I'm loved by the father but I'm meant to be frontin
He said I'll never leave along, put more than you can bear
I'm casting all my worries on the Lord is cause he cares!
If my savior suffered best believe I'm gone suffer
And if Jesus is all I got, then I don't really need nuthin…
Got HIV that nightmare never leave yo mind

[Chorus:]
But it's gone be ok, I put dat on my life
Cause you gone burn me with that time partna, cause dat dude ain't
But it's gon be ok, I put dat on my life
Might not never meet yo daddy, might not never come around
But it's gon be ok, I put dat on my life
Cause Jesus be enough to keep us here through the night
And it gon be all right
And I put dat, I put dat, I put dat on my life

[Verse 2:Bizzel]
Bizzel!
Let all my troubles go, but they be coming back
The devil make it rain, we throw a puddle back
Chopped my head of at the lie I ain't running back
Keep it moving like a hundred spokes on a hundred Lac'
Felt like out the womb I was doomed to this black skin
Said I was a coon couldn't move I was trapped in
But I fly fresh out da cocoon like what's happenin?
Christ said the last shall be first, that was back then
Killer, drug dealer, dead or jail where they said I'd be
I'm a child of God though, that was never meant for me
I was trippin, living out my whip and God sent for me
Let the birth of Christ in my life be the death of me
Suffering is promised, what you think is moldin you?
When you at the bottom, who you think is holding you?
Faithful to the Lord, through it all, what we supposed to do
Shamed with a little bit of suffering exposing you
Threw the word of God out then I let the devil in
Knew that Christ died how could I reject the medicine?
Spitting on his blood When I left and I said I rather sin
Said he'd never leave nor forsake me and he never did
Father I'm a sinner forgive me if your still there
I have strayed so far away, I wondered if you still care
I'm ready if you want me still, if not I understand
Then I opened up my eyes and saw your hand
Long as Jesus holds me down, won't let dis world bring me down
Came too far just to turn to back now I gave up too much