Pushing Myself Away

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I'm always Pushing my self away
From who I love and who I wanna see
Pushing my self away
From all my goals and who I wanna be
Pushing my self away
From fufuilling all of my legacy
Pushing my self away
Always Pushing my self away
Oh yeahhh!
But why'd you ever let me go go go
But why'd you ever let me go go go
But why'd you ever let me go go go
But why'd you ever let me Go

[Verse 1: D.Derek]
Make me yours like Clay sticks
Step in the room they don't say shit
My backs on the wall
Left her heart on the floor cause I'm pretty mesmerized by these 8 chicks
My mama had the best patience
Working so hard just to make tips
There's an aura in the room everybody making faces
It's pretty ironic that I ain't shit
So Babble on baby talk about me
I was sitting on the road to hits creek
Now I'm Tryna sip rum with the fun 21 instead of making sure my 16's sweet
See this bud light here got my buzz light years while these stories and toys increase
When my worlds at war it's your duty to call
But the respawn never Hits me
I Just Keep ...

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[Verse 2: Alex King]
Found the girl of my dreams
We in love
Need sometime to sow my oats
Lately my Instagram been filled with quotes
About what a real niggas suppose to do
You could lose the best thing in life
If you don't keep em close to you
Got me wondering on what I'm pose to do
Your hearts my Wilson and I ain't even Tryna get cast away
You leaving, that would be a tragic day
Can't imagine you was giving ass away
So I repent just like the what pastor say
Forgiveness all that i ask today
You the one who told me reach my goals
Lately I been playing Shia leboef running threw all these holes
I don't know why I got a perfect girl whose crazy in love with me my very own Beyoncé knowles who supports my goals
Sticks with me threw the pain and bull, hope this miracle grows
Give me a little time, I know Im selfish though
Just please don't go, go
You was always there to ride
Never leave your entree for your side

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