​pushed to shore

[Verse 1]
I wish that I could feel
Breeze blowing on my skin
I wish that I could heal
But the knife goes further in
Hopeful tone of voice, but you still don't believe this
Make a deal with god cause you really need this
Silence in the night, you don't wanna feel this
I'm onto you (I'm onto you)

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Don't tell me where it hurts because I don't wanna know
If you see the river can you tell me how it flows?
Am I doomed to do this all again?
No, I dont wanna see this, I want it to end

[Chorus]
Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
Oh is there something more? Or will I just drown
Again, again, I dont have a defense
I'm cut from the cloth of the sky, heavensent
Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
(Pull me down, pull me down, pull me down, pull me down)

[Post-Chorus]
Just push me to shore, just push me

[Verse 2]
The skys too bright at night and the moons too red
3:30 on the clock when I go to bed
I'll prove that I'm invincible right here on this ledge
I know I'll grow my wings when I fall off of the edge
I hear sweet melodies
You'll never make me take my medley
Of whites, of reds, of blues, of blacks
Of poison, this is an attack

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
Oh is there something more? Or will I just drown

[Chorus]
Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
Oh is there something more? Or will I just drown
Again, again, I dont have a defense
I'm cut from the cloth of the sky, heavensent
Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
(Pull me down, pull me down, pull me down, pull me down)

[Bridge]
I shave my legs and my arms
Hoping one day I'll be part
Of everything that you take for granted, see
I'll punch my mirror again
And cut my wrists with the shards
I'm floating, don't want to sink in the granite sea
Falling apart at the seams
I'm not doing this for me
It drips, it signals a crack to bring a flood
If it's just like what you think
I'll die alone at nineteen
In a hospital covered in my own blood

Is that so crazy? God I swear
Just to hear the things I hear
If it is, that still doesn't mean you get to drag me by my hair
Out of the dream I breathe and wear
If it's fake I still don't care
Because I'd rather be a god of nothing than have this cloudy stare
I'm not so crazy, can't you see
I don't care about what you think
Either way I guess it's destiny if I breathe or I sink
Can you please not look at me?
Because I am scared of what you'll see
Because I could look like a god or just a girl who scared to breathe
I'm girl who scared to breathe

[Outro]
Just push me gently to shore, just push me gently to shore

Just push me to shore, just push me to shore
The tide will take me home, as it has done before

Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
Oh is there something more? Or will I just drown
Just push me to shore, before they pull me down
Oh is there something more? Or will I just drown
Or will I just drown