push&pull

[Verse 1]
H-h-head to my toes, I feel like a ghost
Heading towards the goalpost, I might get too close
Holding on my bones, praying that she knows
I could've been worth it if I had the chance to grow
A-asking what you think? Do I look dumb?
I just ran a mile around for answers, think I pulled somethin' (Ah)
God forbid that I get tired and feel full once
Planning got me missing out on sleep, closed curtains

[Pre-Chorus]
A couple written pages sitting on my desk
Nobody save me, I'm just catching up on rest
All these people that I know got me stressed
I pray my message gets across for the best
Twenty something tries, I got bags under my eyes
Making up scenarios, I'm wasting so much time, stay inside
Trying to impress you my whole life
So gullible to think that I can hide

[Chorus]
You can't hide
Swallowing your pride
Make it right
One-eighty, stay on track, pick a side
You can't hide
Swallowing your pride
Make it right
One-eighty, stay on track, pick a side

[Verse 2]
Uh, why won't you pick up the phone?
You left questions unanswered, I wanna see how it's going
T-take a minute out my day just to feel less alone
Then ignore all of your calls 'cause I just got in my zone
O-oops, my bad, I'm sorry
Hope you won't forget me if I see you at a party
Hurts to remember 'cause I remember it so fondly
Hurts to think about you remembering it like hardly

[Pre-Chorus]
Passing out on offers left and right, getting sick of it
Feeling like I'm all out of fuel, I just can't admit
Pushing through this shit, it's a light that I hope exists
It feels like today is a mirage, I can't handle it
Twenty something tries, I got bags under my eyes
Making up scenarios, I'm wasting so much time, pushed outside
Trying to impress you my whole life
So gullible to think I'd stay alive

[Chorus]
You can't hide
One-eighty, stay on track, pick a side