Purpose

Yo, wanna unwind, but she, don't wanna be tipsy
Wants to get drunk, but she, don't wanna be dizzy
She tells me she loves the suburbs, but moving into the city
She tells me she's fucking with me, I hope it ain't hypocritting, but I know
That every thing that shines ain't gold
And everything that's new eventually grows old
And that to make it blow, could never fake it and grow
I gotta keep making music and start performing some shows
But as I look for a purpose in sitting, scribbling verses
Will I be shaky and nervous the second that I see curtains
And when I blows its no accident, I guarantee its on purpose
As I'm sitting and scribbling think I like older versions
Now I'm sitting and dabbling, my
World is unraveling, I
Try and stay grounded but she
Say I'm a talented guy
People talk down but that shit don't phase me
I've been waiting my whole life for a high this crazy and I know
And I know

Need someone to keep up with all my crazy
And someone to come drink and smoke until my room hazy
Need someone to sing about as good as Haley
And someone thats been with me, before I ever pen and papered lately
But lately got a lot of fans that hate me
'cause I delay this music keeping all of my fans waiting
I'm not posting any music don't mean that I'm not creating
Got trust issues with the process, yeah me and her complicated
I guarantee new music coming way sooner than later
'cause I'm just tryna make and ride these waves like Kelly Slater
I'm glad you're going down and we on different elevators
And if I'm so fucking gifted might go chase this wrapping (rapping) paper
'cause I ain't really bout a computer screen in front of me
A business major but my only focus is hanging out with good company
People talk down but that shit don't phase me
I've been waiting my whole life for a high this crazy and I know, oh, and I know