Purify (Je regrette)

[Verse 1]
I'm really sorry for the shit that I have did
The devil takes control of me I bet this what it is (it is)
Imma forever keep it real
I know I’ve grown up, 'till this day I was a kid
For closest ones I was a bitch
Now everything I gotta fix

You know I'm greatfull that my mama is my mama (fax)
We had milions of dramas
Cause we both so presidential like Obama or like Donald (or like Donald)
Gotta be calmer (Gotta be calmer)
Cause of some words I mean bad words should have been beaten by my papa

Thank Got I got my grandpa and my sister
Scythe taught me every sport that I can do
I mean "way deeper" (ay ay)
With my sister competitions
Teasing her is my addiciton
When she talks I always listen
If somebody ever touch her then I’m going prison

It's been a minute when my grandma passed away
For her long live up in heaven I keep praying everyday
I miss her smile, I miss her style, this shit is wild
But I'm sure that she's okay
I'm like "Hey, you said you always gon' be brave"

I see Peter's amibitions, his help a top shelf division
Niko trap in the field and I want this shit be clear
For my bros I'm gon drill, I mean for Michi and twins
Thank you Ami, thank you Auntie, you helped me when I was weak

I told my broski "please don’t ask me how I feel"
I’m like last month lost my girlfriend so that's obvious I been feeling like a shit
She was my bestfriend, was so perfect
Think I loved her ’fore I met her
When I saw her, felt like never
I'm so lucky this shit happened

Yeah I know I wasn't saint
I thought "man you can beat the pain"
I was too shy to ask for help
Now when I'm straight it’s fucking late
'Cause we lost feelings while we aged
And it's too late to get her back
I hate the man that I became

5k on Spoti' meant nun
Without you music ain't fun
Always drove hundreds of miles just to see your beautiful smile
I was so blinded online
I was so lost in my mind
I always kept you by my side because I loved you for life

I'm in i20 when I drive around the town
At this time I shame myself because I wasn't enough hard
Yeah I know I was so wrong, baby you was livin' right
I need help it ain't no jokes, daily routine that I cry

Closest ones don't know the feeling, cause they laugh behind my back
I don't wish same shit my enemies, my brain slowly be dying
03.08.21 favourite date
Life a nightmare right now, hope one day I awake

Swear to God I didn't want to hurt nobody in my life
But mostly you
I'm a little loose screw
Pardon me, I'm a fool
My eyes red, they were blue
Ain't no tricks
I'm improved
I hope one day I'm gonna make it out the blocklist too

I didn't want to hurt nobody in my life
But mostly you
I'm a little loose screw
Pardon me, I'm a fool
My eyes red, they were blue
Ain't no tricks
I'm improved
I hope one day I'm gonna make it out the blocklist too
(Thanks)