​​purgatory

[Verse 1]
When my life flashes before my eyes
Will I be ready or beg for more time?
Nothing scares me like my irrelevance
That's why I fill every silence with nonsense
From tomorrow on I'm gonna be legit
No more saying things for the hell of it
You know I get carried away with things
I just wanted you to find me interesting

[Chorus]
Days avalanche me
Another year flees the scene
I won't shakе hands with the end
But it's breathing down my nеck

[Verse 2]
My birthday wasn't happy, it was bittersweet
When they lit the caterpillar, I wanted to scream
I don't wanna seem ungrateful, I just hate goodbyes
After all I spent half this year inside
Purgatory's full of bad landlords
And people I pretend not to see when I'm hungover
Is it too late then for apologies
When youre already holding onto the grim reapers sleeve?

[Chorus]
These days avalanche me
Another year flees the scene
I can't shake hands with the end
But it's breathing down my neck
I used to wish I was someone else
But I could never fully commit
So I guess it's just me and me
And the world in between

[Bridge]
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la

[Outro]
When my life flashes before my eyes
I hope that it's Academy worthy
And if it is can Leo play me
I know that's a big claim in self confidence
Did I ever find out if my name was correct?
Or did I just get used to it?
Did I do it all? Did I walk the Great Wall?
Is it possible I'll be hungry forever?
I'll be hungry forever, I'll be hungry forever