Purgatory

Uh, I wake up, I got no time to rest
But I always got the extra time to stress
And I hate on myself when I’m doing my best
The time passes and I think of you less
Well, that’s just the way of this life
I understand that’s me paying the price
Got the words but can’t say ‘em right
I take off then delay the flight
I hate this, I hate that
You straight bitch, guess that’s pay back
We go way back
We go way back
We so laid back
We so laid back
But damn I knew I should of stayed back
But I don’t listen to my intuition
I see you in this rough condition
I see myself in this tough position
Got over you, that’s my past addiction
You’re the Mia Wallace to my Pulp Fiction
I try to fix it, you don’t listen
I’m done with it
I burned the bridges
I stay thinkin’ bout my past decisions
So I just let ‘em go
I give my heart a break
I don’t want my heart to break
Its too late
Think about mistakes
I take ‘em to my grave
And my heart is dark and cold
Bitch, it’s basically a cave
Can’t behave
I feel so betrayed
My love turned into hate
But you ask me how I’m feeling
And I say I’m doing great
Try to clean my slate
I always test my fate
I try to meditate
But I when I cannot meditate
I always try to medicate
I always wait for heaven’s gates
To open up and save the day
But end up in a darker place
I like to stay and isolate
Cause I don’t like my time to waste
I feel like imma die today
I take my shit and hide away
I try to sleep, I’m wide awake
I’m waiting for the tide to break
And never will I find a way
Out this dark and broken space
Is this what you want?
Is this what you with?
Got a different vision of living
But you stay with the shit
You don’t wait for me and that’s fine
You just a waste of my time
So now every bitch that I see
I always think they be lying
Baby, just pick up the phone
Cause you hate when you leave me alone
And it feels like The Weeknd
Cause I’m Abel to get in The Zone
I need serotonin
Don’t deal with emotion
I need serotonin
Don’t deal with emotion