Purgatory

[Chorus]
What the fuck? Do you want me?
I don't love you, you hurt me
Just push me, let me fall in purgatory
Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me

[Verse 1]
Broken hearted, broken home, that's what life's been like
Got nobody, on my own, want to fucking die
You don't even check up on me, I'm a fucking risk
You like what I've done to my walls? Then you should see my-
You never really cared
But I was always there
Now I'm alone, all in despair
I hope you rot, I hope you tear (yuh)
Barely coping, you don't wanna know me
Thoughts are flowing, feeling pretty lonely
Am I good now, now I'm barely breathing?
Think I should now, end the pain I'm dealing with?
I don't really want to wake up
I've been feeling all emotional, I've been choked up
Almost thought that you were gonna leave the Earth and be gone
But now you're all okay, yeah, I know I'm just fucked

[Chorus]
What the fuck? Do you want me?
I don't love you, you hurt me
Just push me, let me fall in purgatory
Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I've been losing sleep, I can barely move
Waiting every week, I've been feeling blue
I don't want to feel, I just want the truth
Our love, was it real? Or was it just bull-you?
Guess I can say I've been fucked up!
Can also say I'm out of love, yuh!
I don't have nowhere to go no more
I guess all my time and my luck's up!
You don't wanna love me, you just wanna hurt me
You just want to just see my heart robbed, yeah
I'm feeling so lonely, maybe I'll go
If I'm being honest, I'm glad that we broke up
What the fuck do you want from me?
I give you carnage, you want more peace
Maybe I should scream a little bit
Like I'm all in my emotions cause I am, yuh
Corey's dead, Leon's here
Kid's in a coffin, he won't reappear
Dwelling on the past ain't 'gon get you there
Guess I'm too fucked up, you're the reason, yeah!

[Chorus]
What the fuck? Do you want me?
I don't love you, you hurt me
Just push me, let me fall in purgatory
Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me