Puppet

[Hook]
I know that I’m a puppet tried to cut my strings some slack
I thought it’s God that pulls the strings then why I'm always doing bad?
Watch the penny drop off a Rivotril, it’s the Devil who’s on my back
Cuz my waking state is turmoil, I’m drinking til I see black
I know that I’m a puppet, tried to cut my strings for good
I can’t live with who I am and I wouldn’t want to if I could
There’s many people I’d die for if required, I’d close the book
It scares me, would they do the same If the shoe was on the other foot

[Verse]
I’m the group therapist can’t take heed to my own advice
Tell my brother there’s a lot to live for but I don’t value my own life
Always sinks in at 3am when I’m coming off my favourite vice
There’s a bounty on my head and I’m too tempted by the price
There’s a big question mark stamped on everything I see
Why the fuck was I smoking spice now I’m cursed with DPD
I’m fed up, it’s not living no more when you’re living in OBEs
I’m just trying to sip the pain away so keep walking don’t mind me
Turn violent when it gets too much and this shits not feeling real
Watched me beat a man to a pulp and it’s not empathy I feel
I’d die to get off the grid clock out reshuffle the deck and heal
Petrified by the unknown but can’t wait for the big reveal

[Hook]
I know that I’m a puppet tried to cut my strings some slack
I thought it’s God that pulls the strings then why I'm always doing bad?
Watch the penny drop off a Rivotril, it’s the Devil who’s on my back
Cuz my waking state is turmoil, I’m drinking til I see black
I know that I’m a puppet, tried to cut my strings for good
I can’t live with who I am and I wouldn’t want to if I could
There’s many people I’d die for if required, I’d close the book
It scares me, would they do the same If the shoe was on the other foot