​punish myself

[Verse 1]
Do you even have a heart?
'Cause you don't reciprocate the love I give you
What's the point of even feeling?
You left a bunch of scars
Disengage yourself from conversation
Avoiding every situation

[Pre-Chorus]
So I ask myself
Do you even care?
Do you think that I'll always be there?
Do you think that I'm gonna lose myself to you? Do you, do you
Do you think that I'm a fool?
A fool, a fool for loving you?
It's been on my mind
So I guess that it's the truth, oh

[Chorus]
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Punish myself
Pu-pu-punish myself
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Punish myself
Pu-pu-punish myself

[Verse 2]
You broke me to the bone
Clever words you called mе your own
While I called you my home
Manipulating calls
Forеver putting our arguments on hold
Believing everything was my fault

[Pre-Chorus]
So I ask myself
Do you even care?
Do you think that I'll always be there?
Do you think that I'm gonna lose myself to you? Do you, do you
Do you think that I'm a fool?
A fool, a fool for loving you?
It's been on my mind
So I guess that it's the truth, oh

[Chorus]
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Punish myself
Pu-pu-punish myself
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Punish myself
Pu-pu-punish myself

[Bridge]
If you think for one second that I'll ever let you in again
Oh our time's come to an end
And if you think for one second that we'll ever be together again
Oh our time's come to an end, oh

[Outro]
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?
Why do I?