Pulse

[Verse 1 - J]
I need a new beginning
A slightly different mission
In a world where the opinion of others
States your position
Then in the same breathe
Can't tell a saint from a sinner
Not saying that I'm different
But I ponder my own innocence

The drop of the government's
Mallet changes fate.s sentence
Then be turned to a menace
Simply 'cause you have a vision
Now they'll kill you in an instant
Having your own intentions
God why can't you end this?
Never ill-willed this existence until...

I can't relay
My own eternal fate
Is it to walk through pearly gates
Or barb wire and stakes?

(I wished my family obeyed, they'll be punished, what am I doing wrong, will I be reborn, why, I need to stop thinking so much, will I die, do I want to live, I can't take this, I just can't)

Within the struggle
I find it's not too late
Trying please the physical being
My mind will decay
I've sat and wondered so long
On what's my mistake
But the future belongs not
To those who wait

[Hook - J]
Do not ever let them control you
Don't let them control you
Gotta fight through your sorrow
Fight for the ones that love you

Do not let them control you
Don't let them control you
I won't sit through corruption
I'll fight whether you're coming or not

I'll give it all that I got
Won't be retarded and get caught up
In what the system has brought
So if you roll with me

Keep your honor and dignity
To move through the plot in secrecy
And appease enemies 'cause we're all fronting
Then proceed at ease like you know nothing

Hitting them critically, so we...

[Lamea]
Be born in our new world!

[J]
It's our fantasy (yeah)
It's our fantasy (yeah)
We can't stand how they're
Damaging humanity

[Verse 2 - J]
And to think all of this time
I thought it was best
To manage peoples harsh depression
And the ongoing threat
The system making the indifferent fit
To serve and protect
Existing in this system is only meant
To keep us in check

And THAT is the only way
So don't lead astray
Marching heartless towards lava
Blinded by protection
I REGRET these decisions made from other's perspective
Puppeteers pulling strings to morph my direction
Distort my reflection
And it never gets better
'Cause they're so tightly tethered
Since they've had me forever
Cutting strings only means
Ending life all together, I can't
Just sit, while they proceed whether
My fate...

I CAN create
My own eternal fate
Whether I walk through pearly gates
Or barbed wire and stakes

(I can make the change/family is all I have/why did I ever do that!!/this is my destiny, burn it down, I'll take lost with me, don't believe, this has to end now/I have to fight!)

Thinking about my past
I reminisce in dismay
I know that I can make a change
And I will make it today
With every breath I have left
I'll fight for what I believe
Even if breaking this cocoon
Means I die to be free!

[Hook]

[Verse 3 - J]
How could I let myself believe
Was blinded, finally I see
Never thought that I'd be
At my peace

I feel it pulsating
Deep within my soul
I can control its rate
Whether moving fast or slow
Only listen within these lyrics
And then you'll know
Only listen within my spirit
I'll take control!

(Hook - Reprise)
I won't ever let them control me!
Won't let them control me
Won't continue withholding
All that I know that molds me!
Do not let them control you!
Don't let them control you!
Do not sit through corruption, just fight
Whether you're stronger or not!
Just give it all that you got

Don't be retarded and get caught in
What the system has brought
And if you roll with me...
Keep your honor and dignity
To move through the plot in secrecy
And appease enemies 'cause we're all fronting
Then proceed at ease like you know nothing
Hitting them critically, so we...

[Lamea]
Be born in our new world!

[J]
It's our fantasy (yeah)
It's our fantasy (yeah)
We can't stand how they're
Damaging humanity