Puke

I don’t even wanna leave my house anymore
Think I just became agoraphobic for this whore
And my whole room is all gore
Ceiling to the floor
I’m blacked out, I’ll let the demons give a tour
And I’m worn out, I’ll bore a hole into my head to put a bullet in when I mull over wishin I was dead
I’m still torn now, feeling lead, stitch up arteries that bled and maybe have you come over and cut them back again

And I can’t sleep
Without the door shut
I’m outta Henny now
I need more cups
I think I might throw up
If I see your name one more time, oh fuck

And I can’t sleep
Without the door shut
I’m outta Henny now
I need more cups
Might throw up
If I see your name one more time, it’s all “fuck you, grow up”, babe

I’m off the Lucy and I’m seeing things
Grey goose bottoms up, hoe You know I love the sting
Drinkin shitty liquor til my liver fuckin atrophy
Let my blood run thicker while the bitch come back to laugh at me
Ay
I’m not okay, you know
Booze on my Bape, it’s gross
And on my face and nose
Pop a Xanny, down it goes
I don’t need another bottle
Just wanna love a hoe
Goth girl call up
Wanna fuck then roll and smoke
Fuck a 27 club, I’m out at 25
Everybody lied and told me I’d eventually be fine
Well where the fuck am I?
House is warm, I’m cold inside my eyes and all my life
I just can’t seem to fuckin sleep alone at night
Wanna blow up and die and all that
Is it normal for me to want that
These girls wanna blow up my phone
I hit em up and then they never call back, yeah
I only need cigarettes
I Never eat I just hit the rest
Never the kind to be missing an ex
But lately I’m just wantin vodka and sex

And I can’t sleep
Without the door shut
I’m Outta henny now
I need more cups
I think I might throw up
If I see your name one more time, oh fuck

And I can’t sleep
Without the door shut
I’m Outta henny now
I need more cups
Might throw up
If I see your name one more time, it’s all “fuck you, grow up”, babe

You know, and you know, we can’t do this
You cold, you so cold, you so ruthless
And my bones, and my bones, all feel stuck in place
I think we’ve moved past falling out of love, babe
You know, and you know, I feel stupid
Wish I woulda gave a shotgun to Cupid
So he could blow my head off and prevent me from losing it
Tryin’ to forget you, now I smoke and just buy shoes and shit

And I can’t sleep
Without the door shut
I’m Outta henny now
I need more cups
I think I might throw up
If I see your name one more time, oh fuck

And I can’t sleep
Without the door shut
I’m Outta henny now
I need more cups
Might throw up
If I see your name one more time, it’s all “fuck you, grow up”, babe