Pu94 (Plutonium)

[Verse]
I could tell you day in and out just how much you mean to me
Still your mind remains filled with doubt
Second guessing my intent
It seems you only hear what you want
And never really hear what I mean
It baffles me why I stick around
It doesn't make much sense now, does it?

[Chorus]
Why is it that when I say I adore you, it bores you?
To say the least
And then it falls hard on deaf ears
The way I show you love, won't suffice
My efforts fall short of good enough
Why is it easier to accept the truth from everybody else, but me?

[Verse]
I used to make you laugh with silly things
I didn't catch the memo
It's not cute anymore
Even when I wasn't the cause of the tears
Did I ever stop me to save you drowning?
Perhaps it would be better when I'm gone
I really hope that you find the one you desire
And if you don't get what it is you want
Just rest on the memories and stay far away from me

The insecurity you left in me is a stain I have to carry shamefully
The way you show me love, won't suffice
(It's best I get out while I'm alive)
Why is it easier to accept the truth from everybody else, but me?