PTSD Remix

I really not able to be stable
It's feels like my feelings are on an unfinished table
It is unstable it could break from fucking cable
But society won't let it be because it's disabled
But it's uninterpretable
Un education able
Because at the beginning life gave me betrayal
And made my feelings go off the rails
I gotta disable what is enabled/
Because I know this mind control could be fatal
But I'm labelled as disable
This really would never be able to slide by as a good portrayal
I don't know weather to set sail or just bail
I bite my nails, disorder untameable
Should I crash the cores or stash some more
And let it explode all over the walls
There is potential to settle the metal
But give me the medal I still be insane and mental
It's bubbling and boiling some bubble
Bitches get boyent, bitch you annoying
These feeling shouldn't deploy
I know I should destroy
Nothing to avoid
Because it's all in the void
I'm slipping on deck, I'm slipping on sails
Might aswell get me crucified with fucking nails
I didn't what went wrong, but I'm in the great beyond
Never to rain a pone, but the pain is gone