​ptsd [potential to stack doe]

I'm scared to hold her for one more second
I'm scared she's gonna second guess this
It's hard to think through all this wreckage
Keep givin' myself hell but I only want heaven
(I really want heaven)

These flashbacks don't really help
It happens even when she asks me out
I'm terrified if the next time we speak
Will be the last time we meet

I hold onto the words that you said
Forgot all the good but ingrained all the bad
You cut me deep, I didn't know that I bled
Now thanks to you I got these scars in my chest

My heart has bruises it seems
Every beat takes a fuckin' toll outta me
Another pump and I'll tear at the seams
I guess I got that PTSD
PTSD, PTSD
Doc what does that mean for me?
PTSD, PTSD
Bitch, why you gotta go and give it to me?
PTSD, PTSD
Doc what does that mean for me?
PTSD, PTSD
Bitch, why you gotta go ahead and give it to me?

I'm scared I'm not livin' in the present
I'm scared I'm not watchin' where I'm steppin'
Its hard to sleep, when I'm this restless
Keep givin' myself hell, but I really want heaven
(I only want heaven)

These flashbacks don't really help
It happens even when she asks me out
I'm terrified if the next time we speak
Will be the last time we meet

I hold onto the words that you said
Forgot all the good but ingrained all the bad
You cut me deep, I didn't know that I bled
Now thanks to you I got these scars in my chest

My heart bruises it seems
Every beat takes a fuckin' toll out of me
Another pump and I'll tear at the seams
I guess I got that PTSD
PTSD, PTSD
Doc what does that mean for me?
PTSD, PTSD
Bitch, why you gotta go and give it to me?
PTSD, PTSD
Doc what does that mean for me?
PTSD, PTSD
Bitch, why you gotta go ahead and give it to me?