PTSD (Post Touring Singer’s Depression)

[Verse 1]
Honey, I'm home
Come and kiss me on the cheek
Son, how'd you grow a foot in just three weeks?
There's lightbulbs out and builders to meet
Man, It gets real so fast
Pickin' up the pieces of my broken bones
Feelin' pretty old after forty-eight shows
Yeah, I lost weight, thanks for noticing though
I'm tryna keep the demons down

[Pre-Chorus]
Still don't know if I can shake the shakes or kill the chills
But maybe I can try not to die inside

[Chorus]
I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown

[Verse 2]
Wanna see a movie?
I'm a little behind
Let's try and find one you haven't seen this time
Just make it kinda early, It'll be just fine
I promise I won't pass out
School teacher conference while I'm still on the wheel
Hell-bent hamster chasin' ephedrine pills
Lookin' for the mail instead of lookin' for a thrill
Am I wakin' up or comin' down?

[Pre-Chorus]
Still don't know if I can shake the shakes or kill the chills
But maybe I can try not to die inside

[Chorus]
I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
Yeah, I'm headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
Oh, Im headin' for it baby
Headin' for the breakdown
Oh