PTSD

[Intro]
I got PTSD....

[Pre-Chorus]
PTSD? Where'd I get it from?

[Chorus]
I can lose my sanity I would still mange guess what's in my head?

[Verse 1]
I guess you can say I am a weird person for not telling anyone about the trauma I have from the People I once called family.... I feel like i'm in a race running as fast as I can thinking I'm about to be gone from the world... I see that the topic is Avoidable and there's no way i'm going to let someone tell me to spit it out because I might tell a lie and people believe that lie, I lie, lie, lie every single time I can no longer express any of the past the future is what's ahead of me I don't consider them my family this life isn't as glamorous...

[Pre-Chorus]
PTSD? Where'd I get it from?

[Chorus]
I can lose my sanity I would still mange guess what's in my head?

[Verse 2]
My sanity isn't a toy for you to play with because if you push the wrong button or flip the wrong switch you going to have to deal with the consequence of when my life is aware and maybe that's why nobody can get close without getting a bloody nose it sad right? But that's my life right? This isn't avoid able you can't avoid the fact that you cracked that shiny new Mask...

[Pre-Chorus]
PTSD? Where'd I get it from?

[Chorus]
I can lose my sanity I would still mange guess what's in my head?

[Verse 3]
Don't call me Vanity, you can't say we're alike when she doesn't even know who I am and what I've been fighting for... Ha, she wakes up with tears in her eyes when she thinks about the times I almost Died...

[Pre-Chorus]
PTSD? Where'd I get it from?

[Chorus]
I can lose my sanity I would still mange guess what's in my head?

[Outro]
Don't talk to me like you know what I'm feeling cause I was right with you in the beginning, so go ahead and Make me cry...