PTSD

[Chorus]
Most days it be dark, PTSD, can’t even trust my shadow
Sometimes I be stuck in my head, so I pop me a bean for these demons I battle
My old head told me, “Focus on the money,”
But I never listened, still walk with that scalpel
Hard-headed back then, I was destined to win
New year, new bag, we goin’ full throttle

[Verse]
Like, know a teacher said I won’t make it to tomorrow
Now I’m somewhere in Miami, stickin’ on the yacht
Drinkin’ Don Julio Reposado
When I’m back in the town, take a trip downtown
Might go fuck on a model
Then I’m back uptown, 200 the dash
Smokin’ on some deads, I never had no sorrow
Wanna know the real reason they beefin’ with us?
When the gang come around, they bitch beastin’ to fuck
Free bros in the spot, they know that I love ’em
At the end of the day, they know it’s just us
Cool Ricks and some letters, they know how I bump
You know I throw it on, I never been a bum
Hit a car, hit the road, I go hit up the bump
Never been the two, I always been the one

[Chorus]
Most days it be dark, PTSD, can’t even trust my shadow
Sometimes I be stuck in my head, so I pop me a bean for these demons I battle
My old head told me, “Focus on the money,”
But I never listened, still walked with that scalpel
Hard-headed back then, I was destined to win
New year, new bag, we goin’ full throttle