PTSD

[Chorus]
And now I get love so I never gotta check in
But I get a check in and they see the diamonds
Nigga said it's war, I be right at his door with a Glock with the titties when I spin
Never outside when a nigga outside when it's beef, man, them niggas be hiding
I lost my mind in the streets, went all wild in the streets, I ain't have no guidance
Losing niggas close to me, it was getting to me 'cause I seen them dying
PTSD, I was wakin' up, middle of my sleep with tears, I was crying
I swear to God, I will give it all just to get 'em back, no lying
If he put a price on his life, just to get him back, I go broke tryna buy it
Buy it, buy it

[Verse]
I go broke tryna buy it
Tryna be the plug to supply it
My dog Fats listenin' in heaven and he dancin' right now, like, "This my shit"
Wish that I could call his phone and hear his voice, let him talk his fly shit
Would've pulled up on his block in a Tesla, would've even let him drive it
'Cause I know that he would've went crazy
To see the way I'm ballin' these days
The way these other niggas hatin'
The way they throwin' shade, throwin' shade
Man, it been hard for me lately
Man, I lost my dog and it ain't pain me
But I lost a couple more and it almost drove me crazy
It almost drove me crazy

[Chorus]
And now I get love so I never gotta check in
But I get a check in and they see the diamonds
Nigga said it's war, I be right at his door with a Glock with the titties when I spin
Never outside when a nigga outside when it's beef, man, them niggas be hiding
I lost my mind in the streets, went all wild in the streets, I ain't have no guidance
Losing niggas close to me, it was getting to me 'cause I seen them dying
PTSD, I was wakin' up, middle of my sleep with tears, I was crying
I swear to God, I will give it all just to get 'em back, no lying
If he put a price on his life, just to get him back, I go broke tryna buy it
Buy it, buy it