PTBMH (Pictures that broke my heart)

I wish I didn't have to look
At the pictures that broke my heart
I wish I didn't want you at all
I wish it didn't hurt so much
I run away from you in real life
So why do chase me in dreams
Anxiety when you come in my sight
I wish you would stay away from me

You are the devil, you are the saint
You're all the things that i want to be changed
You're artificial, you are so fake
Would it hurt for you to just call my name

I wish I didn't have to look
At the pictures that broke my heart
I wish i didn't want you at all
I wish it didn't hurt so much
I know i told you to stay away
So why does it feel like i lost a part of me oh
I see you and i think how we were close
That's why it hurt when i had to set you free

You werе my best friend
You werе my peace
You were the one who held all of me
I moved on to better
I hope you don't leave
Cuz im so attached to these memories

I wish i didn't have to look
At the pictures that you once took
I know you were bad for me
So we do they look so good?
But I can't look at you in real life
Im scared that you might look right back at me no
I can't risk having you back into my life
Cuz i might mess around and let you in

What we had was special
Just not to you
I gotta accept that this was the truth
I wasn't important
Like you were to me
Now that im gone guess your burdens free

I wish I didn't have to look at the pictures that broke my heart