Pt. 1

I have not mistaken this wish I have
No need to force my mind to get the words to
Express my pulsing inner rage
That I don't even want you to see

I want to stick my hands in my flesh
Rip my chest and hold what's in it until
I will not doubt no more that matter as
The most precious thing for me

What I want is running hunted
Feel the only fear that counts and
Look
Stay with my eyes open wide
Feel my last heartbeat inside

I urge someday the sharp teeth of death
To wound me so I will taste my blood
And with no reason only instincts
I'll be living every drop of life I'll have

I
Want it all
Even the sorrow
No
I'll not go
Away unconsciously