Psycho Symphony

[Verse 1: Boondox]
Fall asleep and dreamin' red is all I see anymore
And no I do not fear the devil cause I've seen him before
My eyes are closed they're open wide, the scenery never change
Only the players in the game, but all the rest stay the same
Is this reality I'm livin' in or pinnace for pricing
I'm feelin' sorry for myself, please take out a violin
And play a symphony the soundtrack of a lunatic
I'm either illuminated or finally loosin' it
I walk a thin line between myself and somebody else
And I cannot decipher between I'm living in fuckin' hell
Or dying on earth, my whole world is a crying shame
Nothing's what it seems just like some shit out the crying game
I’m sick and afflicted and feeling somewhat vindictive
I'd put a bullet in my brain, but even that seems conflicted
Where would I end up or would it just start all over?
Give me the horns of Lucifer or the wings of Jehovah

[Chorus: Syn]
All this violence in your head seen
Flowing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
Sit in silence still your head screams
Playing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody

[Verse 2: Boondox]
Is my reality a figment of my imagination?
Everything that I see, somehow it’s all my creation
Or am I just as disturbed as some fuckers locked in the padded cell?
Doped up on anti-psychotics, livin' in hell
Can't remember my birth, no recollection of death
And would it all go away? No longer taking a breath
And would it all go away? If I started blastin' at bastards
Startin' killing everybody, I’m a virus or cancer
Am I the reason for bleeding the reason families are grieving?
The reason for seasons like I’m the reason for heathens
Or am I just a human being who is only being human?
With more questions and answers like what the hell am I doing?
Why do I sit, I'm obsessed on this shit just fill me with Zolapine
Let me drool in the corner, just shoot me up full of dopamine
I just wanna drift away y'all call my dearly departed
But with my luck that's how this whole situation got started

[Chorus: Syn]
All this violence in your head seen
Flowing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
Sit in silence still your head screams
Playing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody

[Bridge: Syn]
This won't go away until your dying day
And you will suffer in your own way (your own way)
And in the end there'll be hell to pay (hell to pay)
At the gates they'd say "go away, go away, go away..."

[Chorus: Syn]
All this violence in your head seen
Flowing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
Sit in silence still your head screams
Playing through your veins like a symphony
And it's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody
It's a psychopathic melody