Psycho

They wanna know where it all comes from, let me tell you:
At 5 my mom's getting shot at by pops
Age 6 my brother got killed by the cops
7 years old, went out to the West Coast
Chilling with the crips, inhaling the sess smoke
8 years old, I shot my first gun
I was 9 the first time I robbed someone
Age 10, Ma moved into the 'jects
By 11 I was wildin' out for respect
12 years old, committing mad crime
13, I got locked up for the first time
Skipping school, selling weed, everbody knows
By the age of 14, I didn't even have to go
15, granddad in his grave, I seen him every day
16, my brother died from AIDS
17 years old, seen so many funerals
An early grave doesn't seem so unusual

The violence: got me stuck, sick in the head
Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead
The violence: it's twisted but it's all I know
Turned into a man that they call psycho

5 years old, got molested by the babysitter
6 years old, watching smut and porn pictures
7 years old, I was humping at recess
Fell in love at 9, first look took a deep breath
4 years later, started dating the girl
She fucked my best friend, annihilated my world
At 14, I was getting girls like what
Busted a nut, at 15 I knew how to fuck
At 16 I started hating on these ho's for sure
17 hitting strippers and more coke whores
Age of 19, started pimping my shorty
Just for extra cash for the skama and the 40's
22 years old, I'm banging a madam
Living in her crib when her husband got bagged son
27 when I met the woman I love
The perfect marriage: a good girl stuck with a thug

Sex: got me stuck, sick in the head
Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead
Sex: it's twisted but it's all I know
Turned into a man that they call psycho

At the age of 5, pops started giving me beers
6 years old, I couldn't wait for him to get here
7 years old, taking more than just sips
By 8, I was really swigging the shit
Smoked for the first time by the age of 9
3 years later, I was always high
Age 14, certified alcoholic
Mom's so scared, she used to buy me all of it
Smoking weed in the crib, cigarette habit
16, I was a half an ounce a day addict
17, I tried heroin but didn't like it
Quit smoking weed, started sniffing on the white shit
Mushrooms and acid, 2 pills a day of ecstasy
Now I have a disease without a remedy
Went from marijuana, cocaine, and Hennessy
To getting high from crushing all my enemies

Drugs: got me stuck, sick in the head
Sometimes I don't know if I'm living or dead
Drugs: it's twisted but it's all I know
Turned into a man that they call psycho

Nobody understands me, wonder where my insanity comes from
Well here it is, take it how you wanna take it