Tired of seeing momma tired
I know I barely started
Like who the fuck am I?
If I could help her get away
I wouldn't think it twice
And I swear one day I’ll help
But right now I'm going through it myself
I'm not here to inspire
Been tryna keep it together
But if I die, I die
Ye, if I die, I die
I know you hate that I call
Like what’s the use of letting you know that I still care?
I'll shrug it off and say I don't
But I still care (I mean, I do)
Don't wanna talk 'bout getting better
Suicide's on my mind when I'm sober
That's why I’m high like all the time
Life’s a trip
Smoke some weed
Ease your mind
And I don't talk about my dad
’Cause he fucked up my mental
He got me questioning if love is ever really that special
If you hear this
I'm letting you know that I'm disappointed
If he ever wants to leave
The front door is what I'm opening
Ye, that’s enough about him
Don't know what else to say
I need a break from myself
I swear that bitch is reckless
The only way you'll hear my thoughts is through my music
If you're in pain
Listen to my shit and use it
Don't be concerned
I just disconnect from the universe