PROUD

[Intro]
(Damjonboi)

[Verse 1]
I ain't seen your face in a year, that shit weird as fuck
Sometimes, I wear these Gucci shades 'cause I be tearin' up
It's funny how I never pictured this and it really came
You left me, it's like a nigga numb, but I'm feelin' pain
Swear my lil' son growin' up, you should see this nigga
Know I keep my gun just in case, but I know you with us
Life ain't been the same without you
But I know you lookin' down, so I gotta make you proud
Been tryin' not to sip lately, I been puttin' the cup down
Seem like I been stressin' more, I been blowin' out the pound
DJ run around the house, the only thing that calm me down
My anxiety been tweakin', it's so hard for me to be calm
My thoughts been so dark, I ain't been usin' my heart
Somethin' tеllin' me be smart and I think it's you
When I wakе up in the morning, all I think is you
I speak for everybody when I say we missin' you

[Chorus]
Yeah, I been holdin' it down, but I'm really broke
I got money, but it feel like my feelings gone
When I go to your house, I don't go in your room
When I look up at the sun, it look just like you
I'ma keep bein' strong 'cause I know that's what you want from me
Not supposed to question God, but why he take my soul from me?
You told me you would never leave my side and that spoke to me
Even though you far away in Heaven, you still close to me
Lately, rain been comin' down hard, but it's not for long
I'm tired of always talkin' to myself, so I made this song
Life ain't been the same without you
But I know you lookin' down, so I gotta make you proud

[Verse 2]
The same nigga I was then, I'm still that nigga now
'Cause you taught me never change even when they change around me
I'm still runnin' the city, it's been twelve years and countin'
All the love and hugs was countless, all the game you gave was priceless
I appreciate every single thing about you
For me, you would move a mountain
You the only one ain't doubt me
I lost my real friend and I got all these strangers 'round me
And they actin' like they know me, sayin' they my homies

[Chorus]
Yeah, I been holdin' it down, but I'm really broke
I got money, but it feel like my feelings gone
Any time I hear your name, I get in that mode
When I look at all your pictures, I just say, "It's on"
I'ma keep bein' strong 'cause I know that's what you want from me
Not supposed to question God, but why he take my soul from me?
You told me you would never leave my side and that spoke to me
Even though you far away in Heaven, you still close to me
Lately, rain been comin' down hard, but it's not for long
I'm tired of always talkin' to myself, so I made this song
Life ain't been the same without you
But I know you lookin' down, so I gotta make you proud

[Outro]
What's up, Nana?
We love you, you know we miss you
I'm just updatin' you, you know
I'm still watchin' these niggas like you told me to
You know, new crib, new whip, new jewelry
You know what I'm sayin'?
Fam good, we all healthy
Everything just how you left it