Proper Way to Say Fuck You

[ramandhika]
I swear i'm fucking trying
Hiding my tears behind this smile
I’m scared of myself, i'm scared of the man in the mirror
It hurts me more when i open these eyes
Lay in the floor just to see the world so wide

I hate myself for loving here
I hate myself for falling in love
I hate myself for everything
I hate myself for even trying

I wish i was dead 3 years ago
If only i knew i was going on solo
My body feels like i'm hollow
Maybe i will die tomorrow

Ooooo aaaaaaa (If it’s my time then take me away from here)
If it's my time
Ooooo aaaaaaa (I don't wanna live another life just to see her breathing)
I don't wanna see her breathing

[SHVRON]
The sky turns darker
While the fire burns my heart
And what i see, all is black
Dreaming you'd stay but it just turns into pain

In my head
But i'm not forgiving
For the mess you're giving
I'm sorry, i’m aching
I’m sorry, i'm leaving

You were the one that i saw in my head
But now i feel you’d better off dead

I really don't wanna see your face
I even can see it with closed eyes
That you don't wanna see me around
That you don't wanna see me around

[ramandhika & SHVRON]
Ooooo aaaaaaa (If it’s my time then take me away from here)
I'm not forgiving
For the mess you're giving
I'm sorry, i'm leaving
(If it's my time)
Ooooo aaaaaaa (I don't wanna live another life just to see her breathing)
I'm sorry, i'm leaving
(I don't wanna see her breathing)