Promises

You tell me stay but I'm knowing that I really gotta go
To a place I can hideaway and finally be alone
Some would say I’m a loner I’m a spirit in a ghost
But nothing matters in the end I gotta do this on my own
What do I know
At the end of the day
When everything is collapsing
Where’d the time go
I don’t know what to say and now I’m overreacting

Does it pay to play pretend
Cause I won’t
No, I got more common sense
When I wake it’ll be the end
So hold on
I can't make any promises

All these words left
Unspoken
I wondеr if you notice
How I lose all
My focus
Get caught up in thе moment
(X2)

Does it pay to play pretend
Cause I won’t
No, I got more common sense
When I wake it’ll be the end
So hold on
I can't make any promises

Look me in my eyes baby can you see the pain
Cover it with lies don’t want you to feel the same
Try to stay alive but really I don’t feel a thing
Tell me if I die would you come visit my grave

Cuz I don’t wanna live girl
Carving in my wrists
Why the fuck do i exist
Is there meaning to all this
Yeah I tried suicide
Couple times yet I’m breathing
I guess that I’m a fighter
My body ain’t receding

My brain always deceives me
And Nobody believes me
All love that I’m receiving
I still don’t wanna be here
I can’t explain the feeling
I just want you to be here
But once that I achieve this
I’m waiting till you leaving

Maybe I was meant to be alone
Maybe I was meant to die slow
Maybe I ain’t meant to grow old
Maybe I should put away my phone

All these words left
Unspoken
I wonder if you notice
How I lose all
My focus
Get caught up in the moment
(X2)

I don’t wanna give you false hope
No no