Promises

Intro
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah/
I'm not looking for any love/
I'm not looking for any...

Chorus
I'm not who I used to be/
Things have gotten through to me/
These days shit ain't true to me and girl I hope you know, know/
These days shit ain't new to me/
No ones ever proved to me/
What they said they'll do for me and lately that's a low blow/
Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/
Everybody notices, everybody knows/
Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/
Everybody notices, everybody owes, promises/

Verse 1
I hope I never break them/
Every time I take a look around someone need me to save them/
I can barely help myself right now and it's so hard to tell them everybody/
Need somebody and it's overwhelming, yeah its overwhelming shit I swear it's crucial/
Never put your all into it till the efforts mutual/
Got so many niggas tryna sabotage my future/
They can't assassinate my dreams man I'm not Martin Luther/
Now let's switch up the topic of conversation I'm anxious/
I'm tryna fix all the things that I took for granted/
I really hope I never came off as off standish/
But if a rapper thinks I am then yeah I planned it, comprehend it/
I been searching for a reason for the things that I believe in/
Like the qualities I look for in the girls that love deceiving/
Denial ain't just a river found in Egypt/
I know the couple friends around me see it/

Chorus
I'm not who I used to be/
Things have gotten through to me/
These days shit ain't true to me and girl I hope you know, know/
These days shit ain't new to me/
No ones ever proved to me/
What they said they'll do for me and lately that's a low blow/
Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/
Everybody notices, everybody knows/
Everybody notices, don't you think I notice it?/
Everybody notices, everybody owes, promises/

Verse 2
I'm not content, no/
Fuck your consent, yeah/
We aren't friends, you must repent/
I can't pretend like everything is alright when they ask me if I'm okay/
Cause the moment that I slip up I just end up in my old ways/
Cause I can't, control, these strong, emotions/
Every time there's up and downs I follow all the motions, oh/
I don't know/
Where to go, yeah/
I'm on edge/
I made a pledge/
I ain't forget, just wait a minute/
I been searching for a reason for the things that I believe in/
Like the qualities I look for in the girls that love deceiving/
Denial ain't just a river found in Egypt/
I know the couple friends around me see it/

Outro
I'm not who I used to be...