​promise you won’t miss me

[Verse]
And I just wanna leave this place
Run away, change my name
Searching for the great escape
Watch me turn to Kurt Cobain
Take a shotgun, blow my brains
We were never one in the same
I hear the whispering at night
I know that you're the one to blame

[Chorus]
One more month and I'll be dead
Remember everything you said?
Drag the razor across my thighs
Hurt myself to feel content
He was just a lonely boy, she was a stupid fucking girl
She's left alone in this world, alone in this world, I'm alone
Oh, no, I'm dead now, my wrists slashed in this decrepit house
Wanna be pretty, I watched her dance in her new dress
Where will I go? Am I hell-bound? Am I godsent?

[Post-Chorus]
Help me

[Verse]
And I just wanna leave this place
Run away, change my name
Searching for the great escape
Watch me turn to Kurt Cobain
Take a shotgun, blow my brains
We were never one in the same
I hear the whispering at night
I know that you're the one to blame

[Chorus]
One more month and I'll be dead
Remember everything you said?
Drag the razor across my thighs
Hurt myself to feel content
He was just a lonely boy, she was a stupid fucking girl
She's left alone in this world, alone in this world, I'm alone
Oh, no, I'm dead now, my wrists slashed in this decrepit house
Wanna be pretty, I watched her dance in her new dress
Where will I go? Am I hell-bound? Am I godsent?