​promise

[Verse: sif]
Just a blue screen
Nothing of meaning
When you use me
I feel like screaming
Shut down
Control, alt, delete
I need healing
Please don't leave me
Thought we were forever, thought it might last
Now I'm sick of picking poisons from your nightstand
Wanted clarity without the fucking side effects
I end up crying on the floor of your apartment
You were never afraid to make me bleed this way
Know it's all my fault
Never should've stayed
Still have love for you
Even if you hatе me
All those promises
Know I havе to break them
Seeing ghosts in my bedroom
There's nothing like this pain
Just make it go away

[Verse: vilse]
Please tell me you're joking
Tell me it ain't real
Heart dropped to the floor
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I use drugs to cope
I use drugs so I can heal
I do not recall a heartbreak
As being part of the deal
I wish I could still go back
Don't like anything I have
Need to quit the happy act
I don't like how I feel
Take drugs so I can relax
Ah, talk about your ex
But I don't wanna react
Ah, if you keep on messin'
With my head I might relapse
Ah, how could I have fun?
Yeah, you drained every ounce of me until I couldn't run
You left me a shell like the bottle that I sunk
And you're part of the reason that I'm fuckin' up my lungs
(That I'm fuckin' up my lungs)
Ah-ah, ah
Ah-ah, ah ah
You're part of the reason that I'm fuckin' up my lungs
Ah-ah, ah
Ah-ah, ah ah
You're part of the reason that I'm fuckin' up my lungs