“My dad died when I was 13 and I’ve always had a tough time incorporating what I went through into my lyrics. For this record, all of that repressed stuff just flowed out. This song is about that. Kinda just imagining what he would’ve been like today and what I would’ve been like if he was still aro...
Let's leave our heads for a day
When you got sick you said
Let's leave our heads for a day
When you got sick you said to wait for it to change
But it grew when you left and
I'm stuck with this weight on my chest
I'm betting on the breakers
I'm stuck with myself and the fact that I couldn't see
Through a thirteen year old lens
Which lends myself to believe
That I'm breathing in the same sea
That you breathed
The cancer that you fought
It brought a lot of pain
I'm itching at an old wound
I'm stitching up the seams
I get comfort from tales that I've heard
When you'd grab your girl and say
"I love you more than the dawn on the sea
Oh, what you mean to me."
It's a far cry to say I got away