Problems

Verse 1: Matt Schultz

Through poverty and Pain I never met my pops
Except for once at that supermarket by grandmas house
He approached us, acted all surprised
Like bitch we ain’t even know if you were still alive

I promise I’m not the same man that I once was
It’s been 6 months since I even touched drugs
Mom called him out on his shit, she see the news damn
Had the nerve to ask if she got a new manbut fuck it

He looked at me said hе love me
I ain’t know who he was so I look scarеd when he asked could he hug me
My mom said its my choice and I’m like hell nah
Im not lettin’ no stranger come round give me a hug

I was only 6 but I knew he was full of shit
Mom seemed uncomfy her heart was makin’ her sick
This situation we in
Was prolly because of him
I asked her if we could go
I never seen her so quick

Chorus: Matt Schultz

Through poverty and pain the sun is shinin’ now
Through poverty and pain I’m gonna make you proud
Through poverty and pain swear we gon make it out
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it

I got prollems outside of this rap shit
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it
I got prollems outside of this rap shit
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it

Verse 2: Matt Schultz

Through poverty and pain my moms a bit abusive
Beats me cause I caused the prollems she goin through
If it weren’t for me she woulda went to college
If it weren’t for me she woulda made it through

Theres a person in her place that I don’t recognize
You used to be my hero now we’re separated
We don’t talk much cause you ain’t never talk much
I tried everything forgivin’ all the shit you did

This ain’t a fuckin’ rap song its my fuckin’ life
Tried to end it all but I took away the knife
And the pills……and the alcohol in your stomach
Couldn’t watch you wither away but now I’m like fuck it

If you were to hit me up id prolly still let you in
My mom more like a distant but ever present friend
I pray to God this ain’t where our story ends
I love you but I hate the shit you did

Chorus: Matt Schultz

Through poverty and pain the sun is shinin’ now
Through poverty and pain I’m gonna make you proud
Through poverty and pain swear we gon make it out
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it

I got prollems outside of this rap shit
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it
I got prollems outside of this rap shit
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it

Verse 3: Matt Schultz

Through poverty and pain I’ve always hated me
This person that I see today can't feel a thing
Numbin’ all of my prollems with alcohol
If I started takin pills Id look like mom

I sit alone and manifest
A lifetime where I’m not depressed
And everything feels good
And everything goes fine
I wish it wasn’t all inside my mind

Maybe if I end it the pain will all stop hurtin’
Ive heard its rest in peace I just wanted to make certain
The weight on my chest is heavy I needed like two belts
This is my farewell fore I finally close the curtain

Chorus: Matt Schultz

Through poverty and pain the sun is shinin’ now
Through poverty and pain I’m gonna make you proud
Through poverty and pain swear we gon make it out
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it

I got prollems outside of this rap shit
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it
I got prollems outside of this rap shit
I got prollems outside of this rap shit now run it