Problem Party

I’m not ok
It’s 5 o’ clock and all I’ve done is masturbate
And procrastinate
I’m not ok
Insomniac that couldn’t get out of bed today
No I’m not ok

Somebody hit the reset button please
Somebody break me out of me
I want a laugh i didn’t fake
Changing my habits didn’t take

Pick what i want over what i need
Need help remembering how to breathe
How do i explain i don’t know how to say

Sorry
I’m a problem party
Pick me up cause i can’t say
I’m not ok

Sorry
I’m not honest, nor are we
God knows what you don’t cause I won’t say
I’m not okay

I’m not ok
But how are you? and tell the truth about your pain
Are we the same?
I’m not ok
Ignore the phone i feel alone and not my age
And not ok

Somebody hit the reset button, please
Somebody break me outta me
I want a laugh I didn’t fake
Changing my habits didn’t take

Maybe I’m bored or i’m afraid
Maybe i’m more than just a flake
How do i explain i don’t know how to say