Proactive Evolution

Proactive Evolution...

I'd be white, weak and blind
The opposite of oxen
Feelin' for an exit with
With fingers stiff as branches
Of a tiny bonsai birch
Bark fallin' off in strips
Leaving nude wood white, so
Bright in raw scar-glow
Like a fresco angel
Except starved and deranged, though
And for an exit, tryin'
Through blindness and time
If I wasn't when I am

But I'm on
(I'm on fire)
And I'm on right
(Right now)
Yeah I'm on right
(Right now)

Ha, ha
Proactive evolution
Ha, ha, ha
Proactive evolution

I'd be dryin' up, nearly bone
Alone in the lack
Veins slack as empty hose
Hand like a crumpled newborn foal
Stumblin' towards a need
Too undefined to feed
The negative
Of the silhouette
Of a dock crane backlit at sunset
Gasping for exit through unknown air
If I wasn't when I am

But I'm on
(I'm on fire)
And I'm on, right
(Right now)
Yeah I'm on, right
(Right now)

Pull back the vines
To reveal a detour sign

Now I'm on
(I'm on fire)
And I'm on, right
(Right now)
Yeah I'm on, right
(Right now)
Yes I'm on, right
(Right now)

Okay, um
Yeah, right, okay
And
Take a seat

Proactive evolution
Okay, um, and, um
Proactive evolution
You're welcome!
Proactive evolution
Proactive evolution

Hello-Hello?
Yes
Or-Okay, we're gonna have some more pills, right?
Yes
Tied up our own enigma, right?
And everything ordered in our scenario is just as awkward-
Are you-
Or benefit, feeling
Are you familiar with that?
Muscles spasms?
Uh
Is there still space between them?
Um
Don't sit on the table
Don't eat that
Invite suffering in
What's it gonna feel like in ten minutes?
So...
In twenty minutes?
Mhm
Thirty seconds
It's like...
Okay. Hello? Hello? Okay. I'm sorry, no hold on a moment -- goodnight
Yes
Alright, when in conflict
So you think about your options
You work with it and transform it
Sounds good (good), thank you very much (thank you very much)
Take a seat, oh! Get off the table
All good
Hold on a moment, okay Yoni?
Okay
Can I handle it for right now? Yes, I can
Deep breath... out... breathe easy