Pretty Ugly

[Chorus: Ziggy Ramo]
I look pr—pretty ugly
I look nice and disgusting
I look g—good for nothing
I don't like the way I'm looking
I look pr—pretty ugly
I look nice and disgusting
I look g—good for nothing
I don't like the way I treat myself

[Verse 1: Ziggy Ramo]
I don't see the way you see me
I ain't even aware of my own reality
I'm looking in the mirror, I rarely feel pretty
Too busy giving time to negativity
Distorted image of my body, I probably
Never gonna find somebody that want for real
How the fuck I s'posed to heal?
I don't know how to deal
With the fact I hate the way I look
I ain't s'posed to feel this ill
I held it till it spill over
My mother, on the first flight, when death came closer
Sitting in the hospital, doctors looking at me
Asking if I see the future, well, not really

[Pre-Chorus]
Damn, 'cause that's hard to accept
When you making peace with never taking another breath
When your self-image is a disgusting silhouette
Every compliment you get becomes a threat

[Chorus: Ziggy Ramo, Ziggy Ramo & vonn]
I look pr—pretty ugly
I look nice and disgusting
I look g—good for nothing
I don't like the way I'm looking
I look pr—pretty ugly
I look nice and disgusting
I look g—good for nothing
I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
'Cause I don't like the way it's feeling

[Verse 2: Ziggy Ramo]
It's hard if we don't ever talk about it
That's why I had to write this song about it
Feeling like a freak, is it only me?
No other man talk about it, so it must be
But fuck gender, we all human
I'm floating on this spectrum, feeling so confused and
I don't wanna keep this shit to myself
I know I'm not the only man who hated himself
We don't talk about it, we just kill ourselves
Or take it out on women, 'cause we don't get the help
But be honest, I swear this shit is toxic
Masculinity so fragile we hiding in the closet, ironic

[Pre-Chorus]
And it's hard to accept
When your genders entrenched in a negative effect
When your self-image is a disgusting silhouette
Every single thought we don't regret becomes a threat

[Chorus: Ziggy Ramo, Ziggy Ramo & vonn]
I look pr—pretty ugly
I look nice and disgusting
I look g—good for nothing
I don't like the way I'm looking
I look pr—pretty ugly
I look nice and disgusting
I look g—good for nothing
I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
'Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
'Cause I don't like the way it's feeling

[Outro: vonn, Ziggy Ramo & Both]
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Oh no, oh no, oh no
'Cause I don't like the way I treat myself,myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
'Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
'Cause I don't like the way it's feeling