Pretty, Ugly

I’m a pretty motherfucker on the outside
Ugly motherfucker on the inside
Someway, somehow, I gotta get by
'Cause I’m walking on a thin line

I'm a pretty motherfucker, huh
I'm a pretty motherfucker, huh
I'm a pretty motherfucker

I’m a pretty motherfucker on the outside
Ugly motherfucker on the inside
Looking for another way to get high
One way that’ll make up for my red eyes
Police knock at my door
Why would I give a fuck? I ignore
'Cause I’m gettin kicked to the curb like it’s fine
As long as I have my endurance

Or do I mean insurance?
Run me my pay stubs, I’ll ensure it
Cause I don’t get hurt like no regular person, I’m always out waiting for verdicts

Do I even deserve it?
Feel always on top but i’m hurting now
Is this even my earning?
Cause I went to school but not learning how
To get back from this trap that’s your home
I relapse, I get back, then I’m gone

I’m gone, I'm gone
I’ve been dealing way too long
Killing my lungs
Might be a stretch, but I want it done
I don’t wanna see the inside
Cause I would rather peel the inside out

I'm a pretty motherfucker on the outside
Ugly motherfucker on the inside
Someway, somehow, I gotta get by
Huh, huh, huh

I’m a pretty motherfucker on the outside
Ugly motherfucker on the inside
Looking for another way to get high
One way that’ll make up for my red eyes
Police knock at my door
Why would I give a fuck? I ignore
'Cause I’m gettin kicked to the curb like it’s fine
As long as I have my endurance

Or do I mean insurance?
Run me my pay stubs, I’ll ensure it
Cause I don’t get hurt like no regular person, I’m always out waiting for verdicts

I don't need a resurgence
All that I need is emergency services, pick up my body its urgent
Looking for a surgeon