Pretty Night

Graduated from the school of hard knocks
Been to the university of tough spots
Sweatin' at the gym aspiring to be the baddest
Open pretty lips to discover what trash is
Invested in butt shots and silicone
Brazilian by the ounce, ombre, three-tone
My best girlfriend sold her soul for pretty things
Graduation, hoped to have a pretty ending
She never knew a good life was still pending
I tried to told her, but she wasn't listening
Meanwhile I had a pretty mask of my own
I killed my ugly sin while I madе pretty songs
Sleepin' in all black, singin' in all white
Traveling with my brothеr, man, we was gettin' on
'Til I looked in the mirror, saw my ugly soul
Looks like a corpse waiting for the funeral
Revived myself by the wrong means
Tried to cut it off, couldn't even bleed
Numb blocked in my heart, couldn't get a key
Held in the lies same time, what did it mean?
'Cause I needed somebody to regulate my mind
Had to decide to commit suicide
To a little kid who grew soul tied
I'm laughing, but feelin' so helpless inside
Went to the grave I saw and slept the night
Buried six deep, death felt so alive
So instead of waking up to those struggle days
I woke up that morning in a pretty space
My all black turned so angelic
Blemish-free, whitewashed by the bloody reddish
Traded it all for one moment in time
One morning away from a brand new life
Let's say hello to my pretty night!