Pretty Much Down

[Verse]
Wondering how a nigga heart got cold I was on my own bare foot through the snow
No one ever gave me silly keys to any door
Always was a soldier in all of my wars, I got niggas now, and they’re ready with arms
Break through your defenses with force like a charm
When I pull up I appear like magic
Niggas wanna see if their day will end tragic
Put me in a pit way I soar, I'm Aladdin
Always in my zone when there's money I'm racking
Thought I would lose that idea I'm trashing
Niggas get jealous, so I always gotta watch em
Having conversations with God like the pope
Only one that knows how many times I lost hope
Every new day its new problems to face
I should stare into the mirror but I'ma moving in haste
Take a look at my hands, they're beginning to shake
Take a look at my mind I don't know its new shape
I've been trying to keep together but I know I'm bouta break
Feeling like all that I'm surrounded by is fake
Ears to the ground have a history with snakes
Pedal to the metal ride life no brakes
Fuck all my feelings I don't even feel awake
Niggas talk shit put my actions in your face
No cap but your bitch finds me captivating
Didn't even react when her ass was shaking
Make a nigga move cause there's move
I'm making
Life fighting wars pussy boy I can't fold
String got thin got a bar no hold
Way I said those words ain't no way she not sold
Up in her pussy that's when I became bold
Always keep it real, so I'm far from frauds
Shining with no ice cause my mind got gold
Hiding all my pain in some shit I got rolled

[Bridge]
Haunting, haunting darkness haunting, haunting me
Tryna stay strong feel like the whole worlds falling on me
Haunting, haunting darkness haunting, haunting me
Tryna stay strong feel like the whole worlds falling on me

[Chorus]
You said that would be down for me
But you never are around to stay down with me
Fucked up know that's the me you hate to see
But when I'm fucked that's the me I like to be
You said that would be down for me
But you never are around to stay down with me
Fucked up know that's the me you hate to see
But when I'm fucked that's the me I like to be