Pretty Colors (Reprise)

[Chorus]
What if I imagined all the world in pretty colors?
What if I imagined every man as my brother?
What if I stood up and gave love to my lover?
Would you be here still? I wonder

[Verse 1]
Many people tell me shit like I didn’t know nothing
But I gotta put on this smile and just start frontin’
People really wanna be all up on me
They don’t really know how it feels, they just taunt me
They don’t know these demons haunt me and I’m broken
And I’m lost inside this world, in this world that I created
And I lost my baby girl, and I lost my little son
And I lost my everything, and I lost my everyone, yeah
Everytime that I would tell myself that I won’t cry myself to sleep
I would dream myself to sleep thinking of things that I could be
But I feel I never will be anything
So I fear I never will be anything

[Chorus]
Uh, yuh, yuh
What if i? What if I?
What if I imagined all the world in pretty colors? (pretty colors, pretty colors)
What if I imagined every man as my brother? (as my brother)
What if I stood up and gave love to my lover? (love, love)
Would you be here still? I wonder

[Verse 2]
Let’s just be honest the main reason for our relationship was sex
I keep my eyes on the road
Two bold ass lines like that pregnancy test
Times that I’ll never enjoy
Doctors were killing my boy
But I gotta sit here in silence and not make a noise
Secrets you know that I kept
Tears you don’t know that I wept
Many people call me a friend
But it don’t mean shit, it’s not true in the end (I say I will but we both know I won’t, I won’t)
I lost a few of my friends, now I got two (I won’t, I hurt you inside)
But I kept my distance, I can’t tell the truth (and I tell you I care, I don’t)
I spent my time blaming everyone else
Maybe it’s my fault or maybe I dealt with my emotions in a way that made ‘em run away

[Bridge]
I know you like I know you, you moved on like I told you to
(I spent my time blaming everyone else, maybe it’s my fault or maybe I dealt with my emotions)
I know you like I know you, you moved on like I told you to
(I know you loved, I know you, you moved on like i told you to)
I know you like I know you, you moved on like I told you to
(I know you loved, I know you, you moved on like i told you to)
(I know you, you loved me, I left you, I’m sorry)
I know you left, I know you, you moved on, but I told you to