​pretender

[Intro: nineteen95]
I’ll pretend that it’s ok
Like everyone else
Drowning in my misery
Like it’s not so bad
I’ll just keep my distance from
Thoughts I won’t come back
I don’t wanna listen to
My soul it’s alright
I don’t wanna see the truth
No, thank you, I’m fine
I just wanna live like you
Don’t call me «lowlife»
Don’t wanna see your proofs
So lonely nights I
Don’t wanna listen to you

[Chorus: chasyy & nineteen95]
Lost myself on purpose
‘Cause I don’t like
Don’t like
What’s my soul hiding
I just wanna let it go
Don’t cry
Don’t cry

[Verse 1: nineteen95]
Well I know my tears
Never fix my fears
And my wounds won’t heal
If I’ll be like this
I’m alone right here
And no
No one hears
For how many years?
I forgot fuck this

[Verse 2: chasyy]
Damn I feel alone I can’t help it
Is it just a thing you ever heard before? Yeah
You think I’m selfish (Yeah, I’m selfish)
But I’m just tryna find my way to restore
I don’t want you to be on my home screen no more
You don’t want me to leave because you scared to be alone
I just wanna let it go (I just wanna let it go)
I just wanna let it go (I just wanna let it go)

[Verse 3: chasyy & nineteen95]
Yesterday I saw you in a bad dream
And I’m not feeling secure
I told you all I ever felt now we don’t talk anymore
You know I kept my word before you just slammed that door
Now I’m just stuck in my head
It doesn’t feel like love
Ok, I feel sick
Different time zones
I can’t sleep
With my eyes closed
Got slurred speech
With no drugs
I hate you
But I love us
Can’t make a move
I’m so scared
Got lucid dreams
I see nightmares
I’ll pretend
That it’s ok
Let’s pretend
That it’s ok

[Outro: nineteen95]
I’ll pretend that it’s ok
Like everyone else
Drowning in my misery
Like it’s not so bad
I’ll just keep my distance from
Thoughts I won’t come back
I don’t wanna listen to
My soul it’s alright
I don’t wanna see the truth
No thank you, I’m fine
I just wanna
Live like you
Don’t call me «lowlife»
Don’t wanna see your proofs
So lonely nights I
Don’t wanna listen to—, yeah