Pretend

[Chorus]
Lately I’ve been trying to find a reason why
Still so young but feel like I’ve been wasting time
So I had to figure out where I been wrong
Pointless conversations get lost up in translations
Gone through shit that probably make a grown man cry
But I’m way too numb and I just don’t know why
So I had to had to hold it back all along
Gone through realisations through trials and tribulations

[Verse 1]

Man fuck all this shit I don’t need it
Might fuck all this shit I don’t need it
The pain and know when your friends don’t fuck with you truly is a horrible feeling
I open my eyes in the morning just hoping that it was a mare I was dreaming
This shit got me feeling like fleeing I wanted to stay but I don’t have a reason
I feel like I’m losing myself
I blame it on my mental health
I’m crushing this bud put it all in the zoobie its putting my feelings to stealth
But I do not need no help
My feelings all up on the shelf
I wakе up in the morning I look in the mirror I don’t evеn see myself
And I’m losing control like I’m Russ
At this point I do not give a fuck
And I’m building these walls all around me they keeping me safe like I’m playing on rust
And I’m focused got nothing to say
And my feelings not what I display
But I swear that I almost broke down when she told me it doesn’t have to end this way
And I didn’t even wanna do this
But she always saying I’m confusing
Had a choice between you and myself and I guess you found out who I’m choosing
They say Wiked you’re moving too ruthless
Know it all but I act like I’m clueless
But I know that I’m saying too much its ok she don’t even listen to my music

[Chorus]

Lately I’ve been trying to find a reason why
Still so young but feel like I’ve been wasting time
So I had to figure out where I been wrong
Pointless conversations get lost up in translations
Gone through shit that probably make a grown man cry
But I’m way too numb and I just don’t know why
So I had to had to hold it back all along
Gone through realisations through trials and tribulations

[Verse 2]

You know I be rolling
Steady I been coping
I been going through so much that I’m no longer hoping
At this point I’m toking
Until the point I’m choking
All because I hate this shit and feel my time was stolen
Thinking bout this shit that I should not have said
I told her that we cannot even be friends
Said that you would be with me until the end
You’re a fucking liar that was all pretend
All pretend
You’re a fucking liar that was all pretend
Said that you would be with me until the end
You’re a fucking liar that was all pretend