Pretend

And if I said
You were all I ever wanted and
Could you relate or am I all on my own now
I know it's late still I might just ring the number you gave
And i see your hand but I just put all of my cards down

And if I can't
Hold up my end of all I ever meant
Is it too late to say I'm better off all alone
Is that the same or am I just weighing the choice that I made?
Still I need a sec cause I just let all of my lungs out

And what a waste
I sat around another day
I'm not afraid
It's no more time for me to wait
No we're not the same
I'm sorry I can never relate
I don't wanna say no more
I'ma take all of the blame

I don't really wanna cave in
Everybody wanna fake it
I just cannot really place it
When I think of why they hate me
Yeah
Uh
Same one getting wasted
Still waiting for the payment
I'm getting sick of all the same shit
It's alot I gotta take in
I can't wait too impatient
Face it
I ain't want nothing basic
I'm going straight for the greatness
Fuck 'em all I see their faces
They ain't even really say shit
(all of y'all snaking)
Break shit when I'm angry
Never said that I would change it
It's a lesson get a's in
I ain't playing when I say this
I don't really wanna be graded
Hate this

And I can see it in your eyes now
I won't pretend that I'm surprised nah
Nothing to say they asking why now
Yeah