​​pretend

[Intro]
I was so tired
Tired of all the excuses you told me
(ice trouble)
(skvbskii)

[Verse]
I can't get over her
Thinking 'bout what we once were
I know, I just really wanna die, so
I go home to you, I do
I knew you were playing with me
So I had to go through the pain again
I wasn't your friend
And I was tired of all the excuses, you know
How can I go on when there's just no end?
It was all pretend to me, I
I'd rather not see that
I just hope you'd be mine one day
I keep thinkin 'bout nothing, nothing at all
It's hard to pick up your calls
So I'm not picking up at all no more
What's all of it for?
I was walking through the door
I think I need something more
Paint me as a victim
Fuck you and your fucked up system
Get money, yeah that's my symptom
Green dot on my pistol
Really thought that I missed you? (ha)
I don't care that I made you sad
That's the shit that make me laugh