Pressure

[Intro]
Falling back into old habits think its quite alright
When i speak to her its like im swallowing the knife
I hope it cuts my vocal chords so i dont speak again
The words i keep when i hold my tongue become rusted

[Chorus]
Wake up starting to decay from apparitions
Lately ive been going south like migration
Everything around me turning red cause of frustration
Sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship

You said I'm toxic and I know that
Please don't hit me up because I'm down bad
Visions of the past please erase that
Folding under pressure think I'm gonna snap

[Verse]
I think I'm gonna snap in half like elastic
Bending over backwards to bе thrown away like plastic
Hide myself from еverybody feel ecstatic
Im pushing those who care away from me thats my aesthetic
Im not feeling empathetic my visions turning to static
Everything around me dissipating at my own expenses
Im trying to feel sorry for myself but i can't help it
Waste away the day and walk around mindless and senseless

[Chorus]
Wake up starting to decay from apparitions
Lately ive been going south like migration
Everything around me turning red cause of frustration
Sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship

You said i'm toxic and i know that
Please don't hit me up because I'm down bad
Visions of the past please erase that
Folding under pressure think I'm gonna snap