Prescription Ghost

Rivilin:

Cast aside, paint me on the wall
Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I'm gonna fall
Mess collides anxious on the floor
Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before

Water dripping down my throat, I choke, you gloat
At depression, you say its always been your friend
But you pretend with the side effects, triple vision all bent
I never got the messages that you say you sent

Large debt, small head, you say, I left
Repetition, can't see for everything you blame me
What’s this, more lies, my love, your theft
You wanna bring up the facts of something that I couldn’t be

There’s a swell building up inside my chest
They say its just an illness, they say it’s for the best
Living a lie, no I didn’t try
My mental state is a joke

It’s just a condition, I can’t make decisions
Say my life’s not fact just fiction
You know its these issues you know that I miss you
I don’t wanna live that life man

Panic attacks, can’t breathe just shaking
Tunnel vision, this is how I live on the daily
Manic, maybe, suicide, hate me
What do you know about me when im breaking

Playing with hearts didn’t mean to get that far
Trying to drown in sex, but im tripping over bars
Xanax yah, losing uh
All I do now is dissociate

Make me up from something worth saving
Break me till I'm just worth hating
Chemical overdose
Drowning under losing all hope

A spiral that never dies prescription ghost
You take control and I’ve lost the choice
Of where I could have been
Without you

Cast aside, paint me on the wall
Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I'm gonna fall
Mess collides anxious on the floor
Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before. [x2]

$LOTHBOI:

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calm down

I’m spiraling
From Quarantine
I’m drinking red
Mixed wit a bean

Hit a 80 g
Cuz I'ma fiend
Had that oxy on me you ain’t know b

And I met your parents when I was high as fuck
Then you played with death and I had enough

Fuck your suicide
You cut me up
And I know you wanna see me hit the buck

I ain’t bout that shit
But I got a fix
But I’m tryna quit
Cuz I ain’t bouta kick

I ain’t bouta bitch
That’s a fucking mess
Cuz I been thru trauma
And that’s a fucking bet

So hit a lick
Then I hit a sip
Then I hit a bitch
But I ain’t hurt her bet

I been locked inside
For a couple weeks
And my phone been ringing
Its the devil b

Sink down
We drown
From pain in sorrow, breakdown

Sink down
We drown
Full panic, feel manic, calm down

Rivilin:

Cast aside, paint me on the wall
Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I'm gonna fall
Mess collides anxious on the floor
Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before. [x2]