​premonition

[Intro]
(yungspoiler)

[Verse 1]
Wonder what it is she wanted from me, and I
Cannot keep my focus on anything I ever like
Let alone love, I can see you've had enough
I've been low enough, wonder why you're never showing up

[Pre-Chorus]
Know I don't got it in me to fucking start this again
Keep you at an arm's length, need to get as far away
From all this shit, yeah, I'd run if I can
My legs are breaking under me, you wanna feel again

[Chorus]
Slowly start to realize I deserve this
And I can't hold you when those curtains close
Say goodbye, but it feels like you rehearsed it
The stage lights burning, don't know what I'm nervous for
You're closing every door, shake me to my core
I got a feeling that you're bored, can't stop thinking, my head sore
And I've been here before, blood on the floor, it's not mine
Ask how I'm doing, you know that I'm lying, say I'm fine

[Post-Chorus]
I'm fine
Feel the blood dripping down your spine, swear that I'm fine
Seeing you like salt in my wounds, but I'm alright
Body on ice, you don't live twice

[Verse 2]
And I know you're fucking lying when you say you don't care now
Hurts worse than you think, but still, I'm feeling it out
It's been a minute since I really fucking saw you
Wanna fucking call you, but I know it's already done

[Pre-Chorus]
Know I don't got it in me to fucking start this again
Keep you at an arm's length, need to get as far away
From all this shit, yeah, I'd run if I can
My legs are breaking under me, you wanna feel again

[Chorus]
Slowly start to realize I deserve this
And I can't hold you when those curtains close
Say goodbye, but it feels like you rehearsed it
The stage lights burning, don't know what I'm nervous for
You're closing every door, shake me to my core
I got a feeling that you're bored, can't stop thinking, my head sore
And I've been here before, blood on the floor, it's not mine
Ask how I'm doing, you know that I'm lying, say I'm fine

[Post-Chorus]
I'm fine
Feel the blood dripping down your spine, swear that I'm fine
Seeing you like salt in my wounds, but I'm alright
Body on ice, you don't live twice